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Madonna attends "Rei Kawakubo/Commes Des Garcons: Art of the In-Between", the 2017 Costume Institute Benefit at Metropolitan Museum of Art on May 1, 2017 in New York City.  (Photo by Taylor Hill/FilmMagic)© FilmMagic

Heartbreaking reason behind Madonna's new makeover revealed

The Queen of Pop shared a moving post on social media

Faye James
Senior Editor
May 19, 2025
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Madonna may be known for her fearless reinvention, but her latest transformation was less about image and more about emotion. 

In a moving tribute shared with her 54.6 million followers on Instagram, the Queen of Pop revealed the heartbreaking reason behind her striking new look,  a soft brunette wig styled in waves, reminiscent of the mother she lost as a child.

"I missed my mother so I channelled her," Madonna wrote alongside a series of portraits posted exactly one week after celebrating Mother's Day with five of her six children. 

Photo shared by Madonna on Instagram© Instagram
Madonna's emotional tribute to her mom

Gone was her signature platinum-blonde bob, replaced by warm chestnut curls that evoked memories of Madonna Louise Fortin Ciccone, the singer's late mother and namesake, who tragically died of breast cancer in 1963 at just 30 years old.

The seven-time Grammy winner, who was only five at the time of her mother's passing, has spoken candidly about the emotional toll that loss took on her. 

Madonna's parents with her as a baby© Instagram Madonna
Madonna's parents with her as a baby

Madonna's greatest tragedy

"It was the greatest tragedy of my life," she once shared in the documentary Becoming Madonna. "It was like a part of my heart was ripped out. I was forced to grow up fast and try to understand what was happening... and it was just too much for a child."

It’s not the first time Madonna has paid tribute to the woman who shaped her, even in absence. Throughout her sold-out Celebration Tour, which grossed over $225 million across 81 performances, she dedicated a moment during each show to her mother,  projecting her image during the 2003 song "Mother and Father."

Madonna, Lourdes Leon, Mercy James, David Banda, Stella and Estere pose for a photo on Mother's Day, shared on Instagram© Instagram
Madonna, Lourdes Leon, Mercy James, David Banda, Stella and Estere pose for a photo on Mother's Day, shared on Instagram

"When I stepped out on the stage and looked up at my mother's face every night, I said, "Hello,"' she revealed. "I said, "Goodbye." I said, "Thank you. I hope you're proud of me." I said, "Please protect me and keep me sane."'

Now 66, Madonna carries her mother's legacy with her — not just in name, but in the quiet, emotional moments she shares with fans. 

Nicknamed 'Little Nonnie' by her family to differentiate her from her mother, she has often reflected on the surreal nature of losing someone so pivotal, so early. In a particularly heartfelt Instagram post last year, she revealed that she was never told her mother was ill.

Madonna wears a cream satin suit with white shirt and white mesh lace gloves. She is holding a cigarette. © David Fisher/Shutterstock
Madonna reminisces over her late mom

"Nobody told me my mother was dying," she wrote. "I just watched her disintegrate mysteriously, and then she disappeared. There was no explanation except that she had gone to sleep. It explains my tumultuous relationship with sleep to this day."

That pain, she admits, is something she has carried into her own journey as a mother,  a role she describes as both transformative and deeply humbling.

Life as a mother to six

Just days before her reflective post, she shared a sun-drenched photo from her recent festivities, surrounded by her 12-year-old twin daughters Estere and Stella, 19-year-old daughter Mercy James, 28-year-old daughter Lourdes Leon, and 19-year-old son David Banda.

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"Sunshine, laughter, horseback riding, soccer, and the sound of music!" she captioned the post. "The best gift they gave me was the gift of not arguing and being loving to one another. When you raise children to be unique and opinionated, you also create your own debate team!"

Her only son not pictured was 24-year-old Rocco Ritchie,  her child with ex-husband Guy Ritchie, who reportedly missed the Mother's Day celebration this year.

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